Read Confessions - Page 39

#198 (7 comments): Okay! Is this wierd? I love my boyfriend and am very attracted to him, however I hate having sex. I just don't enjoy it? I still don't know why that is and I can't figure it out, I know it really hurts him when I'm "not in the mood" or I'm "too tired" all the time. What do I do?
    -- DaZed n CoNFuZED

#197 (6 comments): im 7 yrs old n my uncl put his weiner in my hand
    -- Joe King

#196 (2 comments): Im only 12 but i read alot of adult books concerning sex.i also really wan 2 be 30 yrs old so i can hav "adult" sex.I also wan 2 hav really hot,steamy not on e bed sex.I wan 2 hav oral sex.
    -- liss

#195 (5 comments): one time in grad school I slept with a married man for money to pay the rent. I felt both empowered and ashamed...
    -- young rabbit

#194 (11 comments): I love jessica alba every computer that I'm on I have 2 put up a screensaver on her!!!!
    -- (KrazzyK)

#193 (5 comments): ive liked this girl named amanda from my school for a year and she has a boyfriend and its looking serious, but we are friends and not that close but good enough. but i want to be more to her so what should i do?
    -- norwegian uncle

#192 (5 comments): I think I'm a homosexual. I had an encounter with a man and I think it felt right.Also, I have been drinking a lot and getting drunk to try and get away from some pain from a recent family death.
    -- Joe

#191 (7 comments): one night my cousin from another state stayed with my family.We slept in my room.He rubbed my boobs & my pussy and i pretended to be asleep.I was too scared to confront him.I was scared that i would get pregnant(i was young and stupid).We were 11 yrs old then, we still pretend nothing ever happened and have never talked about it.I'm 17 now.


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#189 (17 comments): I raped my girlfriend's daughter one night. She was home alone, I was horney as all hell, and i pushed myself on to her, thing is, she seemed to like it, and smiles at me now, and touches me in my special place.
    -- chopper reed.

#188 (6 comments): I killed a man in the heat of passion
    -- John Howard

#187 (6 comments): well how do i start.its gonna be really long.
I am 17,pretty,smart and attractive.
I am also among the TOP 5 in my class.
Despite all this ,earlier i never got much attention from the opposite sex
because i wasnn't much exposed much.
But lately(like the past 6 months)i am in the limelight.
I have made many friends and most of them like me.
There have been many people who have fallen for me(i couldnt even keep a track),
but there is one special guy.He is now like my best friend.
We hang out all the time,we talk over the phone almost all day.
Sometime back he told me that he loves me and i know its true.
He's one of the nicest people i have ever come across in my life.
But there is something that always stops me from giving myself to him.
I told him that i dont love him(which is true ,i only like him)
but the problem is i wont even give this a chance.
At the same time i dont want him to be with anyone else.
My problem is that i am completely full of myself.
I am scared that i wont meet new peeple, there wont anyone new falling for me.
When there are lots of rumours and controversies about me, i HATE it and
i get completely FRUSTRATED(because i never try to hurt anyone and
i have no bad intentions),but i know that i will become even more frustrated
if people do not talk about me.
I become more upset that way.People have started to call me a bitch and
now i think i have started to become one.I want all guys to fall for me,
i want all the attention to myself.I am so damn desperate for attention.....
here let me give u an example.
A few days back i went to a party with my friends and
one of my good friends met a galfriend of mine and
now he is interested in her.This almost made me mad,
even though i am not attracted to that guy,
i often thik of him like a brother.But i cant stand him liking any girl.
Maybe i am just way to possessive about my friends.
I know one day i will completely fall apart when i realise that i do not have anyone.
I want guys to fall for me but i never say YES to them.
I have feeling i will end up alone.
I really wish i could deal with this but dont know how to go about it?
I wasnt like this earlier, i was much more happy and contented with my life.
This problem is also not letting me settle down with anyone ,
i have even rejected true love.(it's not about sex,i dont want it, just thought of letting u know).
Some people think that all these kind problems start in the family.
My parents got divorced when i was 10, i live with my mom, she has a boyfriend.
And she is addicted to cigarettes.
I wish i could figure a way out.
PLEASE HELP.






    -- *AtTeNtIoN*AtTeNtIoN*AtTeNtIoN*

#186 (14 comments): i have a secret desire to get raped.I want my boyfriend to rape me and have killer sex with me but i'll never offer myself to him if he doesnt force me! oh n ya i'm still a virgin
    -- horny

#184 (3 comments): I stole something once, I was only 10, but everyone thought I was such a saint.
    -- lucky brother

#183 (7 comments): i think my mom is the most irritating person in the whole world. I cant stand her!!
    -- @@

#182 (9 comments): I fucked my boss wife!
    -- jack

#181 (7 comments): i like to watch my wife have sex with other men.
    -- sharp sailor

#179 (4 comments): im inlove with this one guy but one of his friends likes me too.. and he makes the guys i like lifes misreable

    -- touchy commando

#175 (5 comments): I've been talking to my girl about a threesome and she actually sounds like she's up for it. I fantasize about the third being her 18 yo daughter - so bad of me.
    -- All in the family

#173 (5 comments): I have been seeing a woman for a year now. In this time I have pushed the limits sexually with her beyond anything I would have ever imagined doing. Actually I was thinking about breaking it off with her and thought this might be a way to get her to want it to end, didn't work. She seems to have no limits.
    -- Ying Yang twins

#167 (5 comments): i am a male in love with a guy in the navy stationed in lexington park. he love to blow me n cradle my nuts, but the problem is that he is married to a woman, who has no idea that her husband is gay. troy, i love you !!
    -- yellow queer