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#568 (13 comments): I think I am in love with my best friend....
I am not against the gay thing just never thought it was me! We met at work years ago and became good friends, as all friendships grow with people and people move on, we parted ways to different parts of the country. We still stayed in touch on the phone about once a month, both have had great loves in our lives and have both been engaged at one time or another. When I landed in the city I am in now he was still about 900 miles away and we have mutual friends in the same city. Well he came back to town for a couple of months then traveled to abroad for 2 months. When he came back to town he moved in with me until his next assignment. THe two or three months that he lived in my guest room was the first time I ever had a roommate and it was great! We had a blast running all over town hitting the bars, playing pool and just normal crap that guys do. When his next position came along he moved to the other coast and for the first time I really missed someone. It was nice to have someone to come home to and just someone to talk with on a daily basis. You get used to having a person in your life and when that person is gone....WOW..... I got really really depressed! We stayed in contact more (two to three times a week) and I flew to visit him and had an OK time. When I got back home again I was missing him. All of a sudden he moved back to town, accross country with out telling me and just showed up at my door! It was a nice suprise, a little shocking, and was between my house and another friends for a week. During that week all of us friends, about 12 of us, got together like every other weekend and at one of the parties at my house a few things were said between the two of us.....nothing direct, sexual, rude or anything else just little things kept coming out that hit me different then they would have in the past. And one little sentence has been on my mind every since....realize that we were totally drunk at this point with a ton of people in my small apt. ...."So why did you come back to town"......"Because of you"......
At first I thought nothing of it. But over the last couple of days it has been on my mind all the time. I couldn't even sleep last night thinking about it.
A friend of ours (like his brother), was taking him to the airport and he was just in a mood....I couldn't put my finger on it at first but have seen him like this a lot of times that he is going to be away for a while. (he is gone for two or three months this time then when he gets back we are going to be room mates again) In a nutshell things have been said over the years and as best friends go we have a ball! SOme of the best times I have had has been with my best friend! But when I start thinking about it my mind has been going to other places......see where this is going? I don't know what to do, what to think, what to do....
THe though tof being with him makes me happier than I have ever been.....but I would never think of telling anyone I was gay because I don't think like that......Is this a "Brokeback" thing?? Can love hit you where you never thought you would want to go? I want to ask him what he ment by the comment the other night but don't know how! A few nights after that we all went bar hopping again and got totally smashed....again....and nothing happened, but when he woke up he kept asking me what he said the night before, if he said anything while he blanked out. He was also wondering how he got into his shorts? Not what you think, he did it on his own in the bathroom with the door shut...I am not a pervert! He jsut kept on and on about what he might have said... Is there a way I should ask him about his comment? WHAT DO I DO??
    -- Lost in M

#515 (19 comments): I have been having sex with my friends 19 yr old daughter. She is so hot I can't resist but I know if he finds out he will probably kill me. She says she thinks she is in love with me which is kind of troubleing because I am 30 years older than her however I can't give up the pleasure of her sitting over me and lowering her hot wet pussy onto my rock hard cock and riding me into oblivion. Am I selfish? I don't know how to end it.
    -- energetic terrorist

#441 (4 comments): Well about 3 years ago while my wife was pregnant I was so horny. I would masterbate but that was not doing the trick. I did not want to cheat on her. I thought well maybe I can just have a guy jerl me off. Sort of a modified masterbation. I found a guy online and we met and he jerked me off. It was ok, but I was really nervous. He asked me to jerk him off to so I did. No big thrill. So I decided for a bit more. I found another guy who said he would suck me off, with nothing needed in return. So I did it. I went to his pace and he did just that. He sucked me until I came and he swallowed. I was nervous but that did feel good. I went back a couple of times and the one time a freind of his was there and he had him suck me off. I went back all together 5 times to be sucked off. Well it has been two years since then and still am horny for being sucked off. I am glad I did this. I had offers from women but that would have lead to intercourse. I did not want that. I myself have never sucked, but can't say I have never thought about it.
    -- Just Me

#426 (12 comments): i work for a small company and am one of three people who work there me and my boss have been fucking before work for about 3 months now and the other chris (the other employee) walked in on us and asked if he could join in i was really horny so i said yes and he fucked my ass while my boss fucked my pussy now we dont seem to do any work just fuck all day my pussy is always wet and hot as i drive to work my boss has recently started licking me out in the elevator on the way to the office
    -- blonde angel

#374 (34 comments): About 4 months ago my parents decided to get divorced. It was a good thing: they were fighting alot and it just wasn't cool anymore for me and my little brother. Some time after that my father moved out of the house and it was just me and my brother and mother. My mother was crying alot at night to the point where my brother and I just couldnt get a funcking night's sleep. So one night, like two months ago, I was getting really pissed off at my mother for keeping me awake so I stormed into her room. She was all 'I'm sorry but I just feel so terrible'. So then she asks me to come lie next to her so she won't feel so lonely. I thought she meant just lie at the other end of the bed (it was big enough for three people) so I didnt think much of it and thought it would get her to shut up. Then, lying there, she asks me to come closer cause she wants to give me a hug and kiss me goodnight. Now I'm 16 so I thought I was a little old for that but for the sake of getting some sleep fast I rolled towards her and gave her a hug. I noticed right away that I had rolled my crotch right against her hand. It was a really awkward thing but I decided to pretend not to notice, give her a hug and never speak of it. But just as I thought that I felt her hand stroking my groin. It was REALLY fucking weird! I thought at first that maybe she didn't know what she was stroking - my leg? - so I still said nothing. Then she sticks her hand in my boxers and grabs my dick. Now I've thought about this situation over and over since then and I'm still trying to figure out whether it's weird or not, but it felt really good. Nevertheless I realised it was awkward so I screamed at her asking what the hell she was doing! She was very calm and told me in a very soothing voice that it was allright and that we could just 'enjoy eachothers warmth' or something. 'Didn't it feel good when I touched your penis?' By this time my dick was hard (it had started getting harder and harder after she first touched it) and I had to admit that actually it DID feel good. So she told me to come close to her. I did and she started rubbing my dick again. I came within 30 seconds or so and felt really weird.
I've been to my mothers room every night since then. Most of the time she just jacks me off but yesterday she asked me whether I would like to make love to her. Since I was very curious I did. It was heaven . During the day she's just my mom and we dont ever talk about this stuff. During the night we fuck. I know this shit is weird to most people but I'm ok with it now. Anybody else got a similar experience?
    -- loving it

#574 (14 comments): I often think about killing myself. I just don't know if I have the fight left in me.
I'm living with my parents at 33. I have no job. I can't find a job I can stand. I feel like it will never change.
    -- butylcarbamate

#110 (18 comments): My gf doesn't let me have sex with her. Sometimes I feel like raping her. I know this is wrong but I can't help it.
    -- starved