Confession Point » Fear

I am a lesbian

skyflakes — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 07:29:39 +0000

well, literary, my confession is regarding my sexuality. i am a lesbian. my family and friends doesn’t anything about my sexual orientation. i am currently in love with a girl, but i can’t confess my feelings to her cause i am afraid of rejection. i hope someday, i will be able to tell everyone i know that i am gay, and be proud of it.

I think I should tell her how I feel about her

The hopelessly romantic — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

I had a dream last night, I was looking for the love of my life (whom i just met a long time ago and since then became a good friend, but couldn’t summon up enough courage to ask her out), I kept looking, to tell her that I love her, but she was always a step away, I just couldn’t get to her… then I woke up, with a great feeling of despair for losing her even in my dream, I guess I need to hold on to her before she slips out of my life forever. I think I should tell her how I feel about her.

I was so horrified that I threw up

ashamed — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

He sent me this song:

accidental babies by damien rice

“i held you like a lover
happy hands
and your elbow in the appropriate place
and we ignored our others’ happy plans
for that delicate look upon your face
our bodies moved and hardened
hurting parts of your garden
with no room for a pardon
in a place where no one knows what we have done

do you come
together ever with him?
is he dark enough
enough to see your light?
do you brush your teeth before you kiss?
do you miss my smell?
is he bold enough to take you on?
do you feel like you belong?
does he drive you wild?
or just mildly free?
what about me?

you held me like a lover
sweaty hands
and my foot in the appropriate place
we used cushions to cover happy glands
and the mild issue of our disgrace
our minds pressed and guarded
while our flesh disregarded
the lack of space for the light-hearted
in the boom that beats our drum

and i know i make you cry
i know sometimes you wanna die
but do you really feel alive without me?
if so be free
if not leave him for me
before one of us has
accidental babies
for we are ”

and i was so horrified that i threw up.

I am an older woman attracted to young boys

i luv boyz — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

I’m a 38 yo woman and I’m seriosuly attracted to boys aged 12-16. I see them at the mall, and they are all so cute and sexy. I love their voices, the way they smell, their bodies, their faces and the way they look at me like they just came in their pants. I can’t stop flirting with them and I’m scared one day I’m going to touch one.

I think I’m pregnant… AGAIN

Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

I think I’m pregnant. AGAIN. You’d think after one scare I’d be more careful. The condom slipped off again. We should have been more careful. I should have been more careful. I can’t believe this. I’m freaking out. I turned 16 only three weeks ago.
I didn’t even really want to have sex this time. I’ve been going through so much lately, my emotions weren’t even in it. I figured that if I kept going with the physical, the emotional would soon kick in. I just couldn’t say no to him. We get to see each other alone so rarely. And we were both looking forward to it. But when the moment happened, the mood just didn’t strike me. And it hurt like hell. But he’s such a sweet boy and he loves me. And I love him. I just can’t tell him this. He goes to church each sunday for goodness sakes. Even though we were both each other’s firsts, sometimes I think that I also took away HIS innocence. And lately I think that the only way he can express his way of telling me he loves me is through the physical. And right now all I want is the emotional.
Now I don’t know what to do. I’m so frightened. God help me.

I am afraid of rejection

I don't know — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

So there’s this girl, and I like her. Everyone tells me to get with her but I am nervous to ask her because I am afraid of rejection. She’s so pretty though. I think I love her

I snooped into my boyfriend’s email

knew better — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

I’ve been on my guy about being honest but the reason I know he isn’t is because I snooped into his email. I plan to come clean and I’m scared to death, but we truly love each other and I need to tell him to change his password and what I did.

I think I might be pregnant

fertile actor — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

Oh God.
I think I might be pregnant.
I’m so frightened.

I have weird feelings that I’m gay

unsure guy — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

I don’t know if i’m gay or not.i’m a guy. by the way. you see I’m very popular with all my female friends mostly because i’m in tune with female feelings. and I’m with popular with guys as well. but I have weird feelings that i’m gay. I have a girlfriend, and we are very serious right now. the thought of me being gay scares me a lot because I really love my girlfriend. but I just don’t know. how the hell can I be sure?

Will I get HIV or STD?

thin janitor — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

i got fingered and licked. can i get HIV or STD this way?

I jerk off every day and night

the 19 year old virgin — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

I jerk off every day and night because I can’t get any girls. I have so many good looking friends but just friends. I am afraid of dying a virgin or being like the 40 year old virgin.

I have fear of losing my mom

yellow hunter — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

i have a big fear.its the fear of losing your mom.i worry so much there is not a moment where i dont worry about her dying.

Scared of klenex

Janet — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

I am soo scared of klenex and i dont know why.

My ex wants to kill me

scared — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

I think my ex boyfriend is isane and threatens to kill alot and I tell people and no one believes me and I am frightened

kind tiger’s confession about fear

kind tiger — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

sometimes i feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear, and i can’t help but ask myself how much i let the fear take the wheel and steer, it’s driven me before and it seems to be the way everyone else gets around but lately I’m beggining to find that I should be the one behind the wheel, whatever tommorow holds I’ll be there.

slimy king cobra’s confession about rejection

slimy king cobra — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

I have a crush on a lotta people but too shy they will reject!

fan fobia’s phobia

fan fobia — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

I am terrified of fans (not people fans coz im not famous, i mean like ur regular bathroom ceiling fan)

normal policeman’s confession about cheating on boyfriend

normal policeman — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

I’ve been with my boyfriend for nearly 4 years and i cheated on him for the first time the other day. I love my boyfriend and i cant tell him i cheated on him with some other guy because i dont want to lose him. *sigh*

Guys really scare me

romanian horse — Thu, 01 Jan 1970 00:00:00 +0000

i am terrified of guys, like if i never have to speak to a guy again thats fine by me, im not a lesbian or anything but guys really scare me, and everyone thinks im retarded for it